Thursday, December 15, 2011

ya..
this is the way i wanna be.
having my own study table
having my own work station.
really motivates me more to do my work.
if not i will just lie flat n slp once i reach home.
so can bro go reservist longer?
=/

i spent my off day today so fruitfully!
=D
since everyone ard me is working.
i wana made myself busy too.
dont wana laze at home!
i decide to conduct a new crew orientation for my new crew!
really hired far too many new crew liao.
11 of them within 2mths.
imagine 11 of them giving me all different stupid nonsense?!
i will step into my coffin earlier ba.
held meeting at 2pm.
2 session.
den met syed,.
he's damn angry aft visiting shaw.
came lucky plaza to eat.
coz no appetite to eat there.
den saw me...

syed "off ahh suetlin?"
me "yes boss"
syed "den y are u here?"
me "err to conduct new crew orientation mtg"
 
sharon walked into mgr room..
syed told her "good ahh she..off day come back..hardworking"
sharon "ya good is hardworking..bad is unproductive.."

im like...WTF..
-.-

aft meeting.
went off ard 530pm..
went marine parade for massage + body scrub
heehee
just buy a voucher frm groupon
3 session massage + body scrub = $60
did gua sha for massage.
nice!
worth it!
=D
usual price stated is $444 lah..
.
getting 1 yr older in 6days time.
the older i get.
the less looking forward of celebrating bdae.
but still will celebrate lah!
but y isnt he the one who plan for my bdae?
y am i planning everything for myself?
how i wish i got a bf who is loving n romantic.
he's not romantic AT ALL!!
>.<
his reason "wait i plan u dont like it"
wtf
-.-
doesnt he noe tat if he's the one who plan i will be so so much happier?
i will feel so loved.
i will really appreciate.
he wont understand how i feel.
he will nv do wat i wish for.
im really asking myself so many many times.
im complaining so much.
y am i still wana be with him?
is he the one tat i really want?
do i still love him?
i really dont noe all the ans...
he's the one i chose.
can i regret?

@yun: its not easy n tired being a strong girl

tats all folks..
gonna masking n slp
tmr working at 9am.
nights!

1 comment:

yun said...

hugs* :)